I still fall for people so easily. But I still make a conscious effort to up my standards. I just got to see a picture of the girlfriend of a colleague of mine. Prima facie way beyond him. I know him, I can tell when she's attracted to him. Another girl-friend of mine just dumped a boy who is way beneath her, yet she felt reluctant and still emotionally attached. I think my ex is right (first one); she told this same girl-friend that "you'll grow over it".
This girl who is always earlier than me, leaves faster than me, has the straightest and neatest hair I've seen. And she dresses up so well; her fashion-sense: amazing for a Malaysian girl. Yet, there was once I saw her waiting for the bus and another time in the same train with me. (deliberate of course)
She doesn't talk to anyone. She pays attention in class. She takes down notes. And she sits up as straight as if allowing her straight hair to cascade straight down onto her back.
I'm raising the bar. I can do better. But she's really interesting, I would love to be her friend. Same old me haven't learnt, I don't know how to start.
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