pagetwentyone: coutingdowntothenextchapter!

Time for new year resolutions! Which I am going to start NOW, and follow-through/carry-on next year!

Went out with Lalat today, things have never changed between the both of us. Even if it did, it is for the better, we have more things in common now. And he is very wise, he makes a lot of cow-sense. Met up with 'Carmen' today again =) awesome and funny company, she is.

Lalat told me about his father again, the man who came to Kuantan with only RM10.00 and became the businessman he is today; the 'dato'. He also told me how his father borrowed lorries and sourced for goods to transport. And eventually bought 10 lorries by cash. I'm quite sure some of these determination has overflowed to the son.

I will definitely think of a business that I can venture in without much capital.

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Things that I want to do next year.

1) Save MORE money - buy my first bond (After May learn from Guzh; talk to 3Shu)

2) Do more charity - visit homes once a month? Give free tuition?

3) Exercise. Think Fight Club.

4) Get my ass to UK [Cardiff Univ] safely. (with cash)

When I'm in UK

1) Work (buy bag for mummy! earn airtickets (5) for them to come over for my convocation)

2) Study damn hard. ARGHH!

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I really feel like time is flying. In no time it would be new year. Then all the deadlines for my assignments; then CNY in feb. Then March last month to work. April one month to do my final revision. May exams. More intern and learn from Guzh. After that it would be Sept.

I only need to concentrate for about another 120 days.

pegetwenty: moviesgrandmas,facebooksfriends.

Believe it or not, my grandma went to watch Avatar with her friends. And I went to watch it with my cousin sister and my youngest brother.

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Slow and steady on fb =)

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Dies, I'm feasting my eyes again. What's wrong with me?

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I think dad's prospects are too disruptive, arbitrary, undecided, subject to change and fickle. I need something steady, assuring, decided and confirmed.

pageninteen: waking up in a hotel

It has been awhile since I've stayed in a hotel. Am in Mu-ar now. Heading down for breakfast!











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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3w7t9DyGkqg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hls8lCHtSS0&feature=related

I'm worship leading these two songs for Susan's wedding. I think these are very beautiful songs, somehow the lyrics are very visual, and I like them.

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also spoke to JYong the fool. LOL. I think he has issues.


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I've sent her a message on fb. I'm refreshing it, constantly hoping that the red tab below would indicate a notification from her. Hmm. I've asked Thungy to pray with me for patience. I can feel it within me. I also looked at her pics. =)

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She replied. -)))

I replied. grins.

pageeighteen: twofortysevenamtwentyfifthofdecember

Now that I've added you, I'm still patiently waiting for you to post me a message. You definitely have found the nicely folded notes in your newly bought clothes. Hmm I really can't be in your shoes to know what you're thinking. So I guess the only way for me to know is to ask you.

DavidE, AngelaY and surprisingly Esther went out for YC after church Christmas dinner together. LOL this is such a small world, I didn't know Esther is a Christian. And it's good to know that she's out of the k-circle. And her faith is strong, not too weakened by the break. =)

** makes me want to organise another event that scale to impact the kids. I think it would really lay down a good foundation. I shall try to plan that once before I go to UK. **

Thinking of you.

pageseventeen: Patience is something I don't have.

I added her as a friend on fb. I really couldn't wait anymore. Tuesday is when we last met. One day wait (today is Thursday) is too agonising.

We'll see how it goes from here. I really want to be good friends with her before anything. And the 6mths - 1year rule MUST apply.

Here we go!

pagesixteen: constant

Besides constant hardwork,

I am constantly sowing the seeds of network and grow the roots of partnership.

JL; CW; MJ; STYL; BeNG; MLFW;

KimH; ASingh.

pagefifteen: When is the last time I felt this way

I knew that there was something different about you. You used to be the quiet sister of my friend. I've seen you around. But, not much interaction and I don't know you well.

I think it is normal for me to be attracted to you even it's only day 2 (and last day). Maybe there is your beautiful sister to contrast. I know for sure that your beauty that I'm attracted to is not just skin-deep.

I guess, your mum is on my side now. To think of it, I'm really such a strategist. Oh well, that's what life is about right. "Work for what you want."

When I look at you, other things don't seem to matter anymore. I just want to see your smile and know you more. I really haven't had that feeling for quite some time. (well, 2 years is long, isn't it)

Then again, I think it's a choice. Of course, I'm drawn to you.

Will you be mine?