It's close to one year now, staying in KL. I did some math the other day. Say for every of the 6 years when I was in Sg, I go home for an estimated 3months every year (which I don't think I do) that's a mere 18months.
Can you believe that my parents only see me for less than one and a half year, for the past 6 years? Quite hard to believe for me. I've also missed out so much on the growing up of my youngest brother as well as the ties which could be better with my younger brother.
So, I'm in my second year now. This year, I choose to do it differently. Actually not that different from my "track record". I've always been busy with everything else except studies. The only difference is that now, the new thing which I am busy with is WORK IN A LAW FIRM, which helps me with my law now.
Besides, there are a lot of other benefits such as pocket money, discipline, maturity, more friends, THE EMPLOYMENT LETTER (which might help me a get a further discount in my chambering)
I really can't wait to go to the UK. I'm so excited.
I don't understand my procrastination on looking for a scholarship/grant. Having in sight and in consideration Dad's state; I really need to. AND it's really really urgent. Somehow, something is stopping me. I don't know what; maybe it's procrastination.
I have a lot of books which I have bought and read half way or haven't even open the wrapper. I should finish them ASAP!
This is the new chapter of my life in a brief. This chapter is a crucial yet fleeting transitional chapter; even the writer looks forward to the next chapter, where he'll be in UK. Crucial chapter, because, this year's results is make or break; this year's financial break is decisive; this year's discipline is paramount due to the workload and lack of time.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
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