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I really am such an optimist. Maybe that's why people come to me with negativity and hope to be provided with a solution, an optimistic solution.

Why do I blog this way? Is it because, I've absorb all of their negativity and I don't realise it? And blogging is just a way for me to realise these thoughts?

So much as happened around me, but not to me these few days. Well maybe there are things happening to me, just that I'm not noting them. Actually, to come to think of it, I've been having a lot of fun myself. I just forgot about the blessings, which I have to count.

Dear Diary, did I tell you that I miss PAPland very much? I really want to be there with my friends. I don't even know whether they still remember me. And whether we can still have as much fun together.
I am also embarrassed to go back, all the guys though in NS have cars. And they are....they are... and I am... fuck it.

************maybe it's just the lack of sleep. (that's why I'm like this)
try again tmr.